[Swan]

Sorry i ignored this thread, probably too ashamed really, Truth being, i am a nightmare when drunk, i do have issues. Im not a great dad, but i do try and i do love my daughter. I NEVER drink when she's round. Might have the odd whisky when she's asleep as a nightcap, but that's it.

Her mother DOES have a bf, been with him for 18 months. Yeah, her mother tells me i shouldn't have a woman round when i have my girl. Fine, that's fair honestly. But im only human, i wanna keep a potential gf happy. I also want my daughter happy too. She's the main person. She's who really matters to me.

People asking about her mum? Her mum is a ****ing nightmare, not a bad mum, but as a person, she's ****. Cold. Selfish. I wanted a child, she never did. Best thing i ever did was leave her. I would come home from work, she'd be sat on her arse all day, i was expected to cook for us all, even do the washing. She sat, and smoked, and expected the world. BUT, i was no angel either, don't get me wrong. Late home, other women etc. So yeah.

Anyway, i actually have my daughter tonight, she's just had her bath and played a bit of fortnite. We're gonna snack and watch a film now.