…I so much feel for you, LaLa…you’re obviously trying to process your disappointment plus your energy levels are at a complete low as well because if the virus…so it’s all just overwhelming …

…I don’t know if there’s anything that you could do…(…when you’re feeling up to it…)..to ‘recreate’ something at home …something special for you after they’re back…or if it’s feasible as others have said…to maybe plan another trip somewhere else in the new year/in the spring etc…it won’t be Lapland, I know….but it could still be something very special …because the destination really isn’t the thing that will make that special happen…I know it’s so hard atm, but as they say…when life/circumstance gives you lemons, which it has done…?…the thing is, to see if you can turn it into something also magical and something to look forward to…

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