[Beso]

I've been what feels like awake, yet unable to move or turn around out of sheer terror of what's behind me in the past.(Like a really strong sensation that somethings in the bed with you)

Usually a few days after a weekend bender of drink ecstasy and acid.

This was before marriage.


They came back after I lost my marriage and my son, but this time I had to deal with it with a sober mind.

I told a friend about this during covid and he suffered similar things due to PTSD. He was able to get his hands on an American drug called ambient, or ambien.Something like that.

I took a 3 month self prescribed nightime dosage of 2 and never had a problem since.