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Didn't know whether to put this in "serious debates" or not, but then I decided that I don't really want to debate this, I'd just like to share my view.
I posted this as a myspace blog, but as I've hidden my blogs not many people will see it, so I thought I'd post it on here, as well.

I'd like to apologize in advance if this upsets or offends anyone, as I do not mean to. There are also many exceptions to some things I have said, but this is just based on my life, and people like me.


Life.

We all think it's there forever don't we? It always seems to be rightt here - but really, we can die in a split second. I could die right here, right now, at my computer. We never stop and look at the dangers of life as we all seem so self-absorbed in our life that we never notice others.

My mum went to hospital the other day, and It was a wake up call. I suddenly realized there are only a few ways of life. We can eat, or be eaten. One minute, she was completley normal - just nagging at me, chatting to me, just being my mum, really. I was taking her for granted, but the next thing I know is that she's collapsed on the bathroom floor in between throwing up in the toilet, and the paramedics are taking her to hospital. Luckily, she was back about 8 hours later - and still recovering in bed. I was lucky, but I realize now that some people aren't. Life can be there one minute and gone the next, and we don't spend enough time appreciating the people around us as we think they will be there forever. People often say "Oh, I hate my parents", but why? (Well, unless they abuse you. Then I'd understand the whole hate thing) I have said it often enough, but I now know that I was being immature. Your parents are the people that brought you into the world, and they generally only want what's best for you, whether you like it or not.
Maybe you should clean your room, for one. My room is a mess, and I stepped on my clock the other day. Glass got in my foot and everything. It wasn't very nice, if you can imagine.

The next day, My Dad was in a motorcycle accident, believe it or not, and he had to go to the doctors as well. He's been using his motorcycle for years and years and no one expected it at all. Had he been hit in a different way, He could have easily have died, and motorcycle accidents are quite common if you think about it. Many people DO die from it, and though I often say "i hate my dad" or something, It made me realize, I really don't, I'm lucky to have him when many people don't.

Please do not say "I'm sorry" or anything, because In fact I feel like the luckiest person in the world. Not because my family were in accidents, but because they are still living and breathing. I'd like to send my apologies to any one who has lost any one, as losing someone can hurt at a degree I can not even comprehend yet.

I'd like to also apologize to anyone I've hurt in the past years. I was immature and selfish, and only trying to make myself happy without realizing the consequences. In some situations, I completley freaked out and I am still paying for it. Some of the people still claim to hate me, and I say I hate them - but I don't really. In fact, I agree with Mark - he said that hate is a strong word and should not be used lightly. I've lost a lot of friends from being immature and selfish, as well as frequently using that word. Please don't follow this example and rise above it.

So please, everybody, don't waste your life on stupid things and stupid relationships, just life your life to the full, as It could easily be over, basically.

Thanks for taking time to read this.