[Noel]

I totally understand how you feel. I, thankfully, have not had to suffer the devastation of losing a close relative or friend, but sometimes, I do think about how easily life can end. My mum always says "It's a thin line" and it's true. One minute you could be here, the next, you could not. I guess you can't really appreciate life and its' delicacy until you truly experience a close grievance. We can all live our lives in the way we want to, but our actions, even the tiniest of these, can cost someone their life. I constantly try to analyse life, but I don't think you can analyse it enough until you find out first hand how disposable it is. I apologize deeply for anyone who has lost a loved one, because they are the ones who truly know what life is about. I am so thankful I haven't had the horror of experiencing such grievances, but I know, sooner or later, I will have to.