Well this has become a reality question for me within the last week.
I've been struggling with cancer now for almost 18 months and you never quiete beat it unless of course your real lucky.
After my operation last month it was hoped I may be that lucky, it appears its not going to be, although I have not been given any time scale as nobody knows for sure yet, its not looking to good and this question now could apply on any given day now.
I've obviously thought a lot about this over the time Ive had to, and you change your mind depending on the hopes or lack of them on any given day.
What I wish to do is stay home, I often get tired now so staying in wont be that much of a chore and I just want to be with my husabnd , daughter family and my friends here the people I treasure most all within one room.
Today I got the best surprise ever, and I am going to Jamaica this Christmas and New Year that alone has made my "last year" wonderful.
The only other thing I wish to do in my time is make sure I live every day as if its my last, (it may be for real soon)
So I intend as always to tell my hubby and Daughter that I love them each day and I also want to make sure its known how much you people on tibb mean to me, and on each and every day.
And thats what I intend to do in my last year, apart from hope and pray.