[supernoodles!]

aww thanks everyone,your comments do help,it is just so strange not even being able to pick uo the phone and tell the person you`ve spoken to about everything for the past 4 years something.
Everyone keeps saying i need to have a night out ,get drunk etc lauren but i just fell like errruughh at the moment.Don`t wanna leave the house never mind go out and party lol.
I know this is very sad but im sure most girls have been in the same position once or twice,if not then count yourself lucky lol.
Part of me wants to be like arrrrrrghhhh and start throwing abuse at him then the other actually wants it to work still