[supernoodles!]

I used to feel the exact same way about my friend too sunny_01,perhaps because I was so young but my first reaction wasn`t sadness,there wasn`t even a sense of loss at first,I felt abandoned more than anything and couldn`t understand why,then I was angry and it turned to resentment for a little while.Eventually though,over time and as I got older,the same as you I began to realsie that it was about her.