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Originally posted by Arneldo
Its not even just the whole me fancying a mate thing now, I've just been thinking a lot, perhaps too much. I thought I was proud and confident with who I was, but recently Ive realised I'm not. I know I'm gay, and I cant change that but recently I've jst felt it would be sooo much easier if I wasnt.
But today I went cinema with my mate, and all I wanted to do was - and this is going to sound sooo stupid, but - hold his hand. Like, just being with him. And I know I'm coming across as sme love-sick-stalker but I cant help it. I've wanted to tell him - so many times, but it wont happen. I physically cant say it to him. I'm too scared that we will just stop being mates all together if I do. I dont think it's a risk I'm willing to take, tbh.
Thanks for the advice peeps. Even though I dont know you all - it already feels good to just got stuff off my chest and have people listen.
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Awwww, you are defo not coming aacross like a love-sick-stalker hun. At the end of the day you can't help how you feel, and don't you feel like for one minute that being gay is wrong, or you should be straight, because babe you are gay and should be proud of who you are.
I know it's easy for us all to say you should tell him ect, but do what you're heart is telling you to do, as I said whatever happens tell him you still want to be mates.