There are a lot who pretend to like you when clearly they don't, just jumping on the "legendary member" bandwagon.
And yes, you do affect the forum dynamics, sad but true. You've caused a lot of divides, and especially with the things you have 'allegedly' been getting into peoples heads
Tbh it wouldn't surprise me if you were just as fake as the many accounts you made whilst you were banned in pathetic attempts to get back into the forum. I mean what "woman in their mid-30's" would be so childish and do that, whilst being friends with a lot of people under the age of 20? Either you're weird, youre fake, or you have too much time on your hands. The choice is yours.