[AngRemembered]

Simple answer no.
There is ALWAYS something and someone to live for, and I keep reminding myself of that each and every day I wake up in excrusiating pain.

I now have a cold, which could mean a death sentance in itself, but it sure makes those aches and pains feel much worse.
However no matter how bad I feel, I'd never wish to stop being able to share a conscious moment with my family, and would sorely miss the chance to read and reply to my dear friends here.
Being in this pain is horrible but its a great deal better than being dead and no good to anyone.