[Noel]

Ummm...I don't think it's nice to say this, considering all the other posts made here, but I've been so lucky not to face any close deaths or tragedies. I've never been to a funeral and I suppose..I feel guilty that all this bad stuff happens to such nice people, then comes me, and nothing bad has happened..I shouldn't, but I wish just something would happen to make me understand what it's like to lose a loved one, and to appreciate how special life is. That's so selfish and I'm sorry, but it's just the way I feel.
:/