Thank you everyone, I really appreciate it.
I'm feeling a lot better now, and I do feel a lot stronger as a person. It's not entirely what was done/said, it was moreso the memories it brought back, and the shock after being so open with my sexuality and boyfriend for over a year now.
Baz & Lauren, you both cheered me up amazinglyy, with both the support and the humour
as has everyone, I've honestly taken all your posts on board and again, really appreciate the words <3 xx