[johnx]

In a late night chat with Sophie Siavash spoke of the torment he is feeling after his actions in the house.Of his girlfiend he said-"I just want to say sorry,im a peice of sh*t.Ill never talk about it but the guilt will stay with me forever.Noreen knew how much that meant to me-for her to make me think there was something really special..."He then claimed BB was partly responsible for engineering the situation through conversations in thr diary room-"Il never be able to explain how I was played by Big Brother.They push you in the direction they want.If BB wants you to do something they can make you."