[Shasown]

Oh i am sorry i viewed your constant hate fuelled posts about Marcus more as a cry for help, so I tried to help and show you that you have other resources available to help you through the emotional crisis you are so very obviously undergoing.

I know it was a bit off topic but I am sure everyone on the forum would excuse me for that, if it helps you get the help you are quite obviously in need of.

You are not alone you know, if you wont try befrienders try googling for other local agencies that will listen. Seeking help isnt a sign of weakness you know. The first step is admitting you have a problem. Its probably the hardest step. But I am sure with a little courage from yourself and bags of encouragement from your friends here at TIBB you can get through this.