[MassiveTruck]

Hello Marcus

Marcus - in all honesty, what are your views towards Noirin.

When you first entered the house you were pretty level headed and balanced but soon as Noirin started wafting her pheromones around, it was a full moon for you and things exploded. You had a go at Sree, over and over again.

Now Sree, was a loon in some ways, granted but you're far older than him and lost your rag with him. In comparison, nobody else did, just you and if we attach this to your time spent with Siavash (who eventually snogged her for magazine deals) and Cairon (who disliked Sree because Siavash disliked him) - then later Siavash told her to stay away from you, a number of times (noting again, he snogged her a number of times after she started to tell you to stay away - remember, she was happy to be in your group of Freddie, Siavash, Noirin and yourself) and you started arguing with her - then we can see that the two of them, Noirin and Siavash were a combination to decreasing your chances of doing better on the show, since she needed male attention and Siavash wanted Noirin.

So, basically, honestly speaking, did she grab you by the balls and lead you to sinful thoughts and your only bargaining methods were those found on middle earth and delivered in pints. I mean, do you feel, can you admit she controlled you? She is pretty much like that. That was her game plan to control men to further herself on the show.

Noticing you post BB and on DS, of course it appears as though Bravado is there but it seems away from the effects of being around the people in the house, especially and most notably Noirin, so I would think the house got to you and in this case, Noirin had the worst effect on you...

...another point is related to your change with Siavash and Noirin is, you would have beaten Siavash if you had stopped effing and blinding so much all the time and Siavash had remained by your side and not done all that pathetic game playing and playing housemates against each other. If this had happened, you could have won. Well you would have had a very very good chance against Sophie, a lot better than Siavash who just thought the public was stupid and he could lie to them over and over again.

I do not think this was the real you. Especially considering your laid back and balanced behaviour in the first few weeks in the house - which only went through the roof when Noirin and Siavash got involved.

So as much as Noirin was your downfall, when she twisted and turned, she was also a benefit to you but not as great a benefit that could have removed the behaviour she got from you in the first few weeks and so on.