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I think we have become as institutionalized as the HMs. You know what they say "the boy might have left the institution but the institution hasn't left the boy." Trying to resettle is very difficult and especially with the evenings getting darker and the bad weather not helping. It is like you have been on a three week holiday and have had a fantastic time but difficult to get out of the system whilst trying to get back to reality.