[rquote=2617084&tid=148193&author=ProbeEight][rquote=2617071&tid=148193&author=InOne][rquote=2617070&tid=148193&author=ProbeEight]You almost did though, and it seems arrogant for you to completely deny you have a serious problem. I always equate any possible thoughts of ending ones life to having a problem. [/rquote]
Well it's not a nice label to have, and I would like to be able to think I could control myself, it is quite scary when I think I might not be able to. It's a hard thing to accept! [/rquote]
You CAN control yourself. Thats what you need to realise. Anything anybody else says is just a lie. In fact, by repeatedly convincing yourself you CANT control yourself, your making things easier and more sympathetic. Your relinquishing that control.
Get a grip and realise you can have it. Putting something around your neck is in YOUR control and in YOUR hands. Cut that stuff out, man. Life is far too good. Just be a lazy pig and indulge in the things you enjoy most, if that gets the job done
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Maybe yeah. Need to find something I enjoy first I guess!