[ElProximo]

I got to write stuff for a few episodes of a certain BB season. I don't talk about it that often.
When I have mentioned it (in the past) there are some who feel the need (inexplicably) to not only resent me but prove me wrong.
Once it was actual BB forum webmasters determined to 'expose me as a fraud' and some of this because they had disliked so many of my opinions I suppose,
but,
eventually they ate their words. In fact they found out I was a helluva lot more an 'insider' than I even presented in the first place... not that I boasted of anything but small contributions.

The funny thing is that now, years later, outgrowing my obsession, maturing and moving on from BB-Madness.. ..it really does seem so trivial.
I can't imagine how I was so excited.
I guess it really was a fun thing and I don't regret it and it is good memories. So yeah.. sure, I'm thankful for those opportunities.
You can say it was a great confidence builder too.

Anyways, with this many seasons gone by and over 100+ Housemates and 1,000+ directly involved staff members,
and,
its not unreasonably to say over 10,000 'indirect insiders' but by that I mean to say everyone from sub-contractors to delivery men to the corporation suits to the guy who replaced the toner in the writers offices.
Over the 11 years I don't know I'd guess the number of applicants.. is 100,000 people about right?
Who hasn't seen a shopping centre packed with hopefuls yet?
and,
This is just talking the UK series and include its BBBM, BBLB, BBBE or whatever other 'insider' programmes!
Just the UK series!

Times all that by 10 or 20 or 30 if we start including people involved with BB in the many other versions around the world.

You mean someone here got a callback!?
What!?
I mean.. why is that even worth wondering about. Statistically speaking you would EXPECT a dozen people here (being hardcore BB fans gather here) at least a dozen or more have gotten that far!