It was really, really sad and I now wished I'd shown my support for Paul, but I thought it was best that Paul was the one to go and couldn't bring myself to vote out Helen anyway.
I knew there were lots of people fed up with him surviving so long, and would be using this opportunity to place multiple votes to ensure his departure, so I really should have done something about it. If I'd noticed the press he was getting re stringing Helen along and being really nasty with it, and the extent of Josh's comments on BBLB etc, I probably would have done. I still feel bad that I didn't register my appreciation.