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I have no problem with Coirin continuing the task....to a point. At first watching it there didnt seem to be much of a problem, and I would probably have carried on.

Once Keeley started crying though, and was in obvious pain, I'd have stopped.

She still carried on...desperately. To the point that her arse was hanging out the back of her costume and she still didnt care....she was flailing around the 'set' grunting and gasping, while Rachel (who was the exact opposite and over reacted and drove me just as mad) at least tried to help.

But even that wasnt what got to me. It was her continual referal to the incident after and playing it down that got to me...not because I disagree and think it was a major occurance...but because I feel she was doing it to soothe her conscience. She KNOWS how it will be perceived, and is trying to talk herself into some kind of security about not acting selfishly....which is probably why she got narkey with Rachel at the table...Rachel obviously touched a raw and guilty nerve.

I havent changed my mind about her totally...I still think she's fun and has a good attitude towards the whole experience, (in terms of enjoying herself and not letting too much get her down), and I like the way she makes the most of every second in there ..I just realise completely how important the 'game' aspect is to her now, and how far she wants to get, and that is what I'm not keen on. It takes away from the experience for me when the housemates are always consciously 'playing' it.