[Marsh.]

I sympathise. I freaked out after my 20th birthday lol. I hated leaving my teens behind.
It felt like my excuses for being lazy and immature had ran out.

I was realising how fast the past 5 years had gone, then 10 etc. Then saying in another 5 and another and then I'll be this age... and I was going on and on until I was depressed about dying lol. Life is very strange.