[Enid]

I've been away from the forums a while and I know I'm late to this but whatever...

When my boyfriend told me the news of her death, it didn't really bother me. A couple of days later I listened to both of her albums and remembered why I loved her so much. Then I cried. And I still do. When I saw her on the cover of OK magazine yesterday I just wanted to crumble there and then. She was so beautiful.

It has hit me harder than I thought it would because I know I'll never get to hear that bellowing voice of hers ever again.