[Ninastar]

I always prepare for the worst because im so afraid of rejection. I fear it so much that I don't think I act my true self around anyone. I think it's different with different people, with my friends I don't fear that they will reject me, I fear that they look at me differently where as with my parents I'm afraid of disappointing. I know that sounds kinda confusing, but I think that both views that I fear are both rejection in a way