[CharlieO]

Sometimes I think I want children but sometimes I feel as if I don't/shouldn't.

I'd love to have that traditional family where everyone is happy ect however I always hear people say that when they get older they just turn into their parents and because my childhood has not been pleasant I don't think I could live with myself if I made other human beings go through what I did. Also at this age I don't think I could make a concrete decision on it. Plus if I am still the way I am now when I am older I need my own personal space/time to stay sane and with children that would become increasingly difficult.