[Josy]

Not to sound completely cliched here but life is exactly what you make of it, it doesn't owe you anything, yes some people do have it harder than others but that's just the way it is, if you want things to be better then it's up to you to make that happen and if you manage to do that then your life has not been pointless at all, just think of the people that have to struggle daily just to survive and you might just realise that your life is a lot better than what you first thought.