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Being alone. It's something I never really had until recently. I just can't bare to be on my own. Even at night my iPod is on and the TV is too so I feel surrounded. I can't deal with it. I have no idea why.

Another is a close friend/relative dying. I've dealt with relatives dying but no one too close to me. It's something that I could literally cry over for hours just thinking about. And I know I will have to one day. I just hope it's of natural causes.

And lastly the streets at night. Whether it's 5pm in the winter or 3am, if it's dark I will physically start shaking.