Tamzin Holloway
Dear Diary................
July 17th 2000
It was a fine summers day today. It's not often us London girls have The sun beaming down at us. Today was the start of the last week of school. Thank god because Year 7 has been one long year at BobsYourUncle Accademy. Anyway, lemme speed up to the important bit,so on to the chase yeah.. It was time for P.E, but with it being very hot,me and a number of the girls decided to take it easy and suntan laying on the beautiful grass. It's something I hope can become abit of an end of school summer tradition amongst us, as it was really fun under the sun. This is going to be remembered however, as the moment that my eyes met a boy like no other. He had just finished playing football so he had his top off drinking water. The sweat on his body just made his chest look even more stunning. He was unfortunately two years older than me. I felt so nervous but I decided I should try to say hi. Just as I shuffled to get up,I saw another girl approaching him from the distance. I backed away and I saw him hug her and wrap his arm around her. They walked off into what seemed like the sunset. It was pretty much like a scene from a movie. I saw that 
I hate being shy. I hated just watching him go by without even muttering a word towards him. I hated seeing him having my hopes dashed in front of my very eyes. How many girls have their first crush and heartbreak moment at the exact time? :'(
I hope one day this changes,I hope one day I end up gathering some sort of confidence,I hope one day I get the hot guy to myself and I manage to live happily ever after. Chances are these hopes and dreams are exactly that though..hopes and dreams.
Who knows...Life could be worse I suppose. A huge attack could happen next year killing a ****load of people and tarnishing a whole religion's reputation to the world.....................lol Nah, won't happen.
September 11th 2001
I lost my uncle today. He left a small child in this cruel world I....I dunno what to say. Errrm Yeah. That's all
January 28th 2004
Tiday I hag 3 ****s of Vodba and 6 Vodksaz Rew Bukkl. OMH I SI DRUBNK. I an 17. I an bif gird now. Dobt looj at mew lije thay diary.
August 5th 2009 15:35
Just landed in Ayia Nappa with the girls. OMG. I am so EXCITED! I am also 21 TODAY! you obviosuly know that already Diary...Right? Anyway. woooowoowoowoowoow.
Will update in abit......It could get messy
6:00am
I..am...dead
August 6th 2009 09:30
I awake next to, a big boobed Brunette on my left and a ugly bald man in what I think is a Liverpool top. Where is Daddy when I need him? . After checking his phone I see his name is Dave Purcey.....Time to leave the room I think.
December 25th 2009 23:30
This is an emotional entry. Today obviously was Christmas. Christmas is a time to spend with the family and that was exactly what I done. One little one shined though today. My 1 year old nephew. I spent so much time with him today it was heart warming. From his smile when you pinch his cheeks to his look when his mummy says he can't have any ice cream until his brussel sprouts are finished...it was just magical seeing all of it. It has made me realise there is alot more to life than going out, drinking abit and all this social media or diary stuff, which I use to vent my frustrations or simply to make me feel better about who I am. Today has shown me exactly life is about. I think it is time I do find that right person for me. Having a little family isn't as bad as I first thought maybe. I will forever thank Christmas Day, for managing to show me what really matters in life.
This is therefore my very last Diary entry. This doesn't mean I regret my last few years or the fact I wasted my school days being pretty shy. I don't regret anything. A quote my daddy taught me was "Accept everything about yourself - I mean everything, You are you and that is the beginning and the end - no apologies, no regrets." That doesn't mean it isn't time to change however. After today, I think it is time Tamzin Holloway took her life abit more seriously. Mr. Right could just be next door after all 
Thanks for all the memories Diary, but it is good bye & good night. I look forward to looking back through you one day when I am in my thirties or so, and seeing just how much I may have changed. I'll miss you.
P.S
Here is a photo my 10 year old cousin today who's great father we lost in 2001. I wish I could be as strong as this boy one day
*insert pretendimage lol*
Tamzin
xxxxxx
Kate's comment: If Tamzin doesn't win the heart of the Bachelor, she could make a very good living as a writer, she is funny and self deprecating. BTW:Any resemblance to any Tibb member in the above is PURELY COINCIDENCE......get the lawyers on the phone NOW!!! 