[Stu]

I've smoked some rank ass rolling tobacco from the bottom of the drawer in years gone by to get a smoke. My second drawer from the top is still a filthy ashtray full of baggies and cigarette butts. Many a time have I scraped together enough dope to fill a pipe from there.

Have not had a smoke since early January now though. Same with booze. Went all healthy. Selling out or something, it's called.

Can't relax with it anymore. All that acid I ate years ago is coming back to bite me on the arse.