Thats really sad
It must have been so hard for him to come to terms with i cant even imagine how tortured he must have felt.
He was a football referee and a very popular guy in the northern premier league which my home town buxton play and a member of a non league forum i frequent he was really well thought of in non league football circles which was rare for a referee!
RIP and i hope Raul Moat rots in hell.