I'm nearly crying to be honest because I've had so much of a ****ty year so far, been subject to horrendous anti social behaviour where I live, and being out of work is so frustrating and soul destroying when you have worked all your adult life, and you feel like you are on the scrap heap. Even if I don't get the job, cos it's obvious I'm gonna be up against very tough competition, just doing the conference will give me a massive boost. It's just what I needed.
