2007 - I don't really remember much from that year, other than being in Year 10 at school and absolutely hating every minute of it. High School was just horrible and has wrecked my confidence with whatever I do. I'm still 'suffering' nowadays because of being bullied. I remember that 2007 was the year I became obsessed with wrestling and I really wish I hadn't. Met 2 of my best friends online this year also.
2008 - Did my GCSE's, got good grades, left school.. Felt so happy to have left that ****hole. People told me I'd regret not going to prom or saying goodbyes to people but 4 years on and I don't regret a thing. Felt a bit pressured to go to college so I chose English Language, French and IT. Spent 3 months doing it and despising it, didn't hardly turn up.. I dropped out at Christmas. Went to a lot of WWE shows and met a lot of the wrestlers and spent too much of my savings on doing so which I really regret now. Got some online bullies/stalkers who would constantly send me hate messages telling me to die and made me feel ****. They wouldn't leave me alone for months.
2009 - Probably the worst year of my life. I had dropped out of college and basically had nothing to do in my life. I spent 8 months being a lazy bum basically, spent all my time on the internet and working on my website. Went to more WWE shows and I remember spending £150 on a front row ticket to see my favourite wrestler and he wasn't there. I was so sad. Haha. So much money down the drain. In August I decided enough was enough and applied to college to do something I had an interest in which was Graphic Design. Best decision ever.
2009 was the year I discovered the genius and perfection of The Beatles after going to Liverpool on a trip
2010 - Things got better, I was studying Graphics and really enjoying doing so. My obsession with wrestling slowly fizzled out and I was kind of glad. It was a really unhealthy obsession and looking back on it now, I can see how pathetic I was. I'm actually embarrassed to look back on what I was like. First time seeing one of my favourite bands, Fozzy. Went to see them 11 times in that year. Didn't really have many friends by this year, my 'best friend' who I could talk to about to about anything started becoming distant and eventually told me I was a bad friend and I haven't spoken to her since.
2011 - My last year of college and I left with good grades, I was happy with them. Went to France this year, drove around the north for 5 days with my dad which was lovely.
Had to make a big decision on whether I really wanted to go to uni. I applied late 2010 because everyone else did but I wasn't sure I even wanted to go. Had to get over my fear of interviews - attended 3 uni interviews and got accepted into 2 of them. I had applied to Liverpool uni but got rejected - if I had been given a place I would have gone which would have dramatically changed my life, I often think how different my life would be right now if I moved away to uni instead of staying at home. Started uni doing Graphic Design in September and met some amazing people. Lots of ups and downs with people at uni. Found it incredibly difficult but stuck to it. My great aunt died (she was more like my nan) and it was really heartbreaking. Miss her loads but she gave me determination to do my best at uni - for her in a way.
I saw Paul McCartney live which was the highlight of my entire year omg
Also saw Ringo live too.. but Paul
2012 - Been quite a good year. Ups and downs. Had my first boyfriend in March, and I'm still with him atm. Been a bit crazy in relation to that - lots of good times but a few bad times too but I really like him. Went to New York City which was AMAZING, and went to Dublin also which is a lovely place. Passed my driving test and got my own car.. Passed first year of uni which I was very pleased about, now in my second year and really trying to work as much as possible. This year has been a lot of new experiences for me.
Boring tbh.
