[Ammi]

..back in the day, yes I did find it awkward, almost impossible really...when I met my OH, I liked him so much, not only because he's gorgeous on the outside..(shallow..)..but also he's just about the kindest, thoughtful, most caring, patient person you could ever meet..but as much as I liked him and liked that he seemed to like me as well...I just completely froze whenever he spoke to me or I just jumbled lots of nonsense sentences.. but I thank goodness he isn't someone who gives up easily...it's just as well that he married me because I don't think I could have gone through that again with someone else...