....awww, Ian. I know there isn't anything I can say/anyone can say..it's not the Christmas' that she'll miss/that you'll have without her..it's this Christmas that you're making so special and all the other ones that you've all had together..and that lady has taught you so much that you'll be able to buy those socks for yourself..and when you buy them, you'll think of her and smile, which will also make her smile...
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