[lostalex]

I'm 32 and i still haven't figured out being a teenager yet.

I see my fellow men in their 30's and they look old to me, so i know I must be old too. That's the only way I know that I am old.

When I look in the mirror I only see my eyes, though, I still look young in the mirror. I must be hugely egotistical, because I still see the same face i saw 10 years ago.

Also because of all the drugs, and alcohol and smoking, I know I will probably only live to about 60, so 30 for me is really middle aged. I don't expect to live a long life.