[smudgie]

I used to think it was selfish when I was younger, but have now come to the conclusion that it is the balance of the mind.

Three generations of my family have attempted it, two of them on more than one occasion.
One really meant it, the other two were really attention seeking.
In the end I told my mother to get on with it and do it right or stop upsetting peoples lives with her feeble attempts. Harsh maybe, but it worked.

I had a friend who killed herself, she left two tiny children behind, I could not understand it at the time, you feel a bit guilty and wonder if you could have been there a bit more for them or could have seen any signs of it going to happen.