[milly]

i am trying to please myself and if i have upset anyone i'm sorry,but at least i'm being honest.
nobody can accuse me of not supporting helen and paul,i have sent stacks of emails supporting them in the past,and i can show you my old phone bills from when they were in the house(not a pretty sight).
i can remember when she didn't appear on the LK show for a week,and i sent emails wondering where she was and was everythink ok,then when she was on the week after i felt stupid like i had no faith in her,it was then i decided i wasn't going to send anymore emails,because i have got faith in helen,and i know it's not the end of the road for her.i hope you can understand what i'm trying to say,and why i'm doing it.