alarm chronicles
6:45-alarm set for 6:45 as usual I randomly wake up at 6:43 or 44 which pisses me off. I stop the alarm before I hear the ungodly alarm.
6:46- I switch on the laptop browse net quickly.
6:50-reset the alarm for unrealistic time because I always somehow convince myself that I can get ready between 20-30 mins.
7:20- 4 mins before the reset time. I get annoyed. 15 mins I say, 15 mins is major, it's so worth it. Reset alarm, get snug.
7:45-8:10 Oh my god I am going to be so late
8:35-oh my god i'm so late.
runs, sweat, hair here and there, unbuttoned shirt, unbuttoned zipper
The end
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why do I bother to flat iron my hair when it ***** up seconds later. Risk of heat damage and split ends for no reason whatsoever
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Missed an interview today cause I couldn't be arsed and now I feel like ****.
I hate myself.
My the roof fall on me and kill me.
The job was fixed 6 month contract and I am trying to convince myself it wasn't worth it but I still feel like **** and a loser and my sisters and friends are sending me texts like "good luck" "go kill em" this morning and liiiiikee how do I tell these bitches i'm a loser?