[Dollface]

"It’s just my boyfriend told me he’s drunk and I can smell alcohol on his breath. I don’t think his priority is me at the moment, I think his priority is perhaps getting a few more drinks and tonight anyway it’s so hard when you feel like a freak, a freak that can’t join in."

Boyfriend?? Thought he was your fiance.
She doesn't have to have a drink to join in with the dancing/partying. He's having a bit of fun, why can't she let him let his hair down instead of wanting him to be worrying about how she's feeling? She's so selfish.