..you're on my mind right now Vicky..I know, that constant pain and living with it every day, just on and on and becoming a part of your everyday life, wearing you down and exhausting you...so it's hard/impossible for you to see anything other than negatives...
..you will be fixed though, this won't last forever, I know it's hard to see that now..today is a new day, I hope today is a better day for you..
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