Someone once compared Denise Welch in CBB to the ending of Black Swan where Natalie Portman stabs herself and dies with a smile on her face because she knew she was perfect, and I think that really sums it up for me. She completely surrendered herself to the CBB experience and somehow won while she became more and more insane each week. Everyone around her panicked as she unraveled but she did it with a huge smile on her face, knowing she was perfect