...it's funny only a few days or so ago, talking about Brendan Dassey being released and prison being all he's known for 10yrs../so in a way a 'comfort zone' for him..?...and it feels similar with this...for 25yrs, Kerry's had that hope that Ben was still alive/like a comfort that she was able to cling to/something she needed..?...and it's being taken away from her now, how does someone cope with something like that because it's been her life/that hope...it makes you think, would she have preferred to live the rest of her life, keeping that hope/it being her life-line, type thing...just so awful what she must be feeling right now...and even when he knew he was dying/terminally ill...he still didn't say anything himself...I wonder if he agreed with his friend that it would be told after his death.../if they agreed that together..?...and could either have lived with it, had it been a local child and they had to face the family/mother day on day and look directly into her eyes/at her pain....
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