Your Mind is 82% Cluttered
Your mind is incredibly cluttered. You have so much going on in there, it's hard to think straight.
Consider talking to a therapist. It's a good idea to sort through your thoughts, if only to see which ones are worth hanging on to.
How Cluttered is Your Mind?
http://www.blogthings.com/howclutteredisyourmindquiz/
Oh, and I thought my meditation was starting to take effect... 