[TwentyOneThrones]

Honestly don't take your friendships for granted because you never know when they've had enough of you.

I made a big mistake by starting an argument over something so petty with my closest friend circle and that landed me being outcasted from the group. One of these people was someone I deemed to be my internet Bestfriend, so much that I even met him in Cardiff in the summer of last year.

It's not even the first time I've done it. I would always get so heated over something and take it out on them lot and I should know so much better after the constant apologies, but here I am, feeling lost, all because of doing the exact same thing I've done over and over again.

I honestly do value my friendships with these people but I never show it, and it seems like I've taken all these people have done for me and just thrown it in their faces.

I want to be able to prove to them I will change my act up but it feels like it's too little too late. These last couple of weeks have certainly been a wake up call for me...