[Jayson]

I've been crying for the last few hours. The pain of it all is unbearable. I don't know how he could do it to me, how he could cheat. It's all spinning around my head, the lies, the short phone calls, the not telling me he loved me. It was all right there in front of me and I didn't see the pattern. Now I'm left here a humiliated wreck whilst he's out there playing football with his mates.

Why oh why did Giroud have to do it? Did he not know how it would affect me? How it would affect his career? Perhaps the reason he's not been scoring on the pitch is because he's too busy scoring off it? Oh it hurts to think about it. I doubt I will ever feel the same love for my Oli again.