[MrGaryy]

Okay now as some of you know - I DESPISE these sort of threads. But as I am not "out" to friends or family yet I don't know who else to talk to.

I've known I'm gay for awhile now. I've come to accept it and what not. I have my best friend, a girl, who I get on SO well with we have such a laugh, blah blah blah! I've always seen myself as her gay best friend (not that she knows I'm gay or anything). Recently I found out she kinda likes this guy in our year. Now she's very good looking and fun to be around so it was no surprsie to here guys like her. But now that she's admitted she likes this guy (who happens to already be in a relationship to make things even more complicated!), I've found myself weirdly jealous of him.

The thing is I wouldn't say I'm physically attracted to her. I mean I know she really good looking but I don't get aroused like I would with a guy. It's just our personalities click so perfectly and I have so much fun with her.

So what do you think? I always was sure I was gay. This just confuses me so much!

PS

GREAT! Now I've started comfort eating! HELP before I need a new thread for my weight gain!