[DamonJ]

Okay, so I haven't been on the forum for like a day, but it was such a strange few days around it.

Well, first, I THINK it was Saturday I got a new boyfriend called Ricky and I REALLY like him And when we asked each other out we were all nervous & everything, but I just simply adored him.

THEN yesterday I went to school & I was in Science and somehow a discussion happened about gay people. And somehow it had gotten out that I was gay and now basically the whole school knows (people we're writing it in their planners and shouting in class) which actually was quite scary. So after that school day was over I met up with him afterschool (he goes to a different school) and me, him, and some of our friends went to town just to hang out which I really enjoyed, but was a bit boring TBH.

Then today loads of people ran up to me and we're like "What happened?! Did you kiss OMG?!" they basically creamed themselves and then all the teachers found out and one of them looked utterly disgusted. I was just like

And today is like the first time I've eaten in 24 hours because I just really don't want to eat at all.

So I feel happy & but strange at the same time.