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and you spend ages getting ready
and then you call the person, who was your ex-best friend who you've just made up with this month that you were going to meet her and her friends and have a meal and then go out to town, and you were REALLY excited?
so like, you spend AGES getting ready, then you call them at 7, and she embarressingly is like, after you've been saying "oh, i'm not sure how much i'll eat, i'm not that hungry/etc/etc". "Oh, I didn't think you were invited to the meal"
Total embarresment.
And then she accuses you of being "in a mood", and when you reply being like "no i'm just confused" a conversation where she goes "uhm, uhm, i'm sorry" and then says she'll meet you at 9.30 after SHE'S had a meal with her scary new friends you haven't met yet

so you text saying "maybe it isn't a good idea."
NO REPLY.
then you text "what do you think?"
NO REPLY.
then you wait AN HOUR "text back! what is happening?" [along those lines]
NO REPLY.
then, you call her.
NO REPLY.

So you feel rejected and let-down, by someone you really wanted to see, who hates confrontation, so probably won't reply to your messages again?

Know that feeling?!


WELL IT ****ING SUCKS


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sorry i feel really upset, and i wanted to post this somewhere where my "normal" friends won't see this.