[Razmataz]

Right This should be posted by 6ish.

Last night ;

1)I made a false account for 2 reasons.
i)I was in such a need of a confidence boost i wanted to see if people actually did like me or they bitched about me.
2)I wanted to play a game in which i messed with SMC's head. That backfired.because i had no ammo.

Fangz, Lance, Big Sis and the rest of you.


Im sorry for what i did.
Im not here to blame it on anything.
But ive got one thing thats been playing the mind games with me.
And thats my own personal affairs in real life.
Which im not going to go into because i DONT guilt trip people.

For SMC.

Im sorry to you aswell.
That picture you did yesterday made me chuckle.
And i thought your just having a laugh.
But up here at home people say it to me all the time.
And to be honest its not good.
So if i have one request its to be called Ryan and Not Harry.

For Steph[AKA EugeneSully]

Just Thanks for standing over me like and angel.
Ill be happy to re-pay you one day.

For the rest of the forum members.And Admin.

Now my week is over and i can start afresh.
Im hoping i can work back into a 'model approach'
Acheive a private goal.
And become respected for the person i was.
And still am.

And Finally Stropz.Green For Green day
Ive got a lot of respect to earn back off you especially.
What i did seemed to hit you the hardest.
And id love to be forgiven from you.
Id love another chance.
Just remember.
A man will only admit his mistake when he knows he has lost something out of the bargain.
The bargain for my well behaving is your respect. accordingly.


so ill start here.
Hello everybody.
The names Ryan.