[Ninastar]

Okay, I'm pretty much using this as a last resort. I just feel so stuck in life right now. I have so many problems but I think I need to get this off my chest

So my parent's have been arguing for a while now. I'm kinda used to it. Recently I've gotten the idea that my mum has been cheating on my dad. I pretty much have proof of it now anyway. It's pretty much crushed me. I don't really get on with her much anyway, but I just feel like she doesn't care about my sisters and I. She doesn't do anything for us anymore. All she does is sit and talk to her 'friends' on facebook. She left to go to Scotland on thursday, and she's now said she isn't coming back. She hadn't said a word to me untill yesterday so I rang her and she told me she had to go after like a minute of being on the phone. It actually makes me feel so crap.

She isn't coming back because my dad told her not to come back. I spoke to him about it on the way to a party and he said that he thinks the same and he's fed up of her. So he told her this morning not to come back and she's taken it to heart.

So she calls me to tell me that she isn't coming back. I have no idea what to say so I'm like why? and she tells me it's because they are arguing. I don't want her back because when she is here, she isn't even there for us, if that makes any sense.

I don't even know what I'm trying to say here. My mum has pretty much left us and I don't know what to do. Should I feel sorry for her and make the effort to talk to her? She's been pretty crappy to me and my sisters, but I still feel bad for her. If she has cheated then I feel so bad for my Dad because she really couldn't get anyone better. She treats him like dirt and I think this is something I've known since I was little.

Do I talk to her and make the effort or not? because i really don't know anymore